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Biggest worry? Writer's Block. :)) | |
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Okay. I'm back. Yes, I am. Don't ask why...It's just that...well, nevermind. >_< So, how do you blog? I'm not exactly a fan of blogging and I don't really have the time for this thing. But, I'll just try my hand on this thing, kay? So...let's start. SCHOOL. Which is pretty synonymous with 'a living nightmare' or the reason for many unexplainable deaths. >_< Hey, I'm serious, okay?! I mean, seriously...my schedule's fully booked. >_< NO TIME LEFT! Goodness gracious...I think I should die right now. Yep, right now. Don't even ask me how I'm able to find the time to blog. >_< Apparently, I'm waiting for my parents to arrive...so that I can be allowed to have my overnight already. My research mates will kill me soon. Also, can you believe this?! ACTIVITIES! They're flooding us with ACTIVITIES! DSPC (Division School Press Conference), then research submission for Intel and all that! Plus activities! You don't want to hear the rest of it! Even I don't want to see my planner! They're killing us here! DX And...and...there's no time left for classes! UGH! [See, I'm ranting. You better get used to this now] This is insane, I tell you. INSANE. But...I have to love this, right? Despite our heavy schedule and all that...I got to love this. After all, I love my batch. I love my barkada (circle of friends).  At least, though we're apparently dying, we get to poke fun here and there, right? Uhh...hopefully. Okay, okay....ignore ignore. Please ignore this, alright? I'm just ranting. Yeah yeah. >_< Let's just pray I can make it through this whole month safely, yeah? XD | |
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Let's start from the beginning, shall we?
I came back from my summer class, totally drained and my soul barely seen floating from my mouth, when I learned that my computer, that old piece of blasted junk that was probably barely working since forever, was FINALLY busted. Then it hit me that: "I couldn't possibly work on my stories now, can I?". Then more thoughts came popping on this brainless head of mine...but what was the worst was: NO MORE INTERNET. You see, internet is like a drug: you can't get enough of it and, once you're finally hooked, you can't just shake the habit off.
Now, I tried fixing it...but as you can see, it was all in vain. Then my sister, frustrated at my irresponsibility (I know, hahah. Didn't I tell you this already?), decided that the computer will NOT be replaced nor will it be fixed. My mother agreed, saying I have to be devoted in my studies since this is my last year in high school. I have to admit, I'm not totally against it. In fact, I'm somewhat grateful for the divine intervention (I consider the killing of my computer machine that) coz, after weeks have passed, I could ACTUALLY concentrate more on my life than when I was preoccupied with my virtual work (I'm a f*cking dreamer. Get over it.).
Sooo...*clears throat*, I will be saying 'see you soon', on the internet, for now. I will be busy with classes, reviews, cramming and late-nights since everybody will be taking college entrance exams (UPCAT and the likes) and we need to be focused, most especially ME (since I'm easily distracted). I need to be motivated (since I don't have that) coz I never did my best in my previous years in high school (you know, so-so?)....So there. That's my epiphany. TT_TT
See you soon? Uhh, ahem...SEE YOU SOON! *cackles and tears* | |
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Let me rant here for a while, alright? Sorry in advance.
I'm SICK and tired of people bashing funtwo / Jeong-Hyun Lim (임정현) just because he gets all the credit for playing Canon Rock when he DIDN'T arranged the whole thing! I mean, yes, his Canon Rock video is controversial and people keeps on saying that he sucks just because there are PLENTY of guitarists out there who play better than him but (BUT), he's playing for the sake of playing! Isn't that hard to understand?
Yes, Mr. Lim didn't arranged Canon Rock but at least he played well! He might not be better than the rest (God knows he himself admitted that) but he plays better than the others. C'mon, why get all 'OMFG, you copied this from JerryC!' at his video when he never intended to get famous by playing Canon Rock?! Notice the title at the beginning saying: Arranged by: JerryC?
Also, why does people keep on comparing funtwo with JerryC when we all know that JerryC is the one who originally arranged the whole thing? I mean, I think that is totally---TOTALLY---unfair. And why do people keep on challenging funtwo? I know, they are some who are better than him but please, if you know that you are better at playing the JerryC's Canon Rock version than him, just stop bashing him. He freaking knows, people. Just get over it.
And...and...there are even people who post something like this: SHOW YOUR F*CKING FACE! Huh, seriously. Even that minor detail? It's all about the music, not his freaking video style. Get a life, please.
And, please...stop worshiping him. He's not a god nor is he the greatest guitarist that ever lived. He's just a guy who likes to wear hats a lot and knows how to play guitar well. He BREATHES the same air as we did! Jeong-Hyun Lim is a wonderful guitarist but definitely not the best. He plays damn well but he is NOT an idol. Liking him and his skills is good (I, myself, love his videos). But going all gaga and obsessing him? No, haha. Just no.
See, just enjoy the music and appreciate the effort he made. He's not a freaking god nor is he talented than the others. But one thing I know: he plays way better than I am, damn him. ^ | |
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Oh my, look at that! First post! Being a new member, I think I'll try my luck in this blog thingy. I'm not much of a blogger-kinda-person so...I think I'll just rant. Haha!
So, I was thinking lately. No, really. I was. Okay, so, I know this may sound mushy and all but...it took me, what? Two years until I finally learned this lesson? I was writing since long I can remember...uh, no. Actually, I can still remember it well so...please scratch that out. I was writing to pass the time and also to please my readers. And in doing so, I lost sight in what is more important: pleasing yourself. I was writing...writing and writing that I didn't even notice that I was preoccupied with entertaining other people! Soon, I lost interest in continuing my some of my stories.Tune the Rainbow was my first Naruto fanfic and I personally think it STINKS. Although some people say they actually liked it, truth to be told, I don't think so. However, since people liked it...I continued writing. But soon, it ended up as a discontinued fic. See? That's the first one and I did not yet learn! Violet Circumstances was my first Naruto fanfic that I personally liked. No, I actually liked it. The plot and all...however, like what I said, I was focused on what the others may think and...well, it became RUSHED. There are SO many plots that I forgot the chemistry between the two and HOW the love may progressed. But it will never be a discontinued story, I will assure you. I liked this so...yeah. I just have to improve it a little...(sweatdrops) A Rose for Royalty...Now, that is the first ever Naruto fanfic that I ENJOYED writing! I will try my best not to make it rushed and hopefully, it will work. Although it's reviews were less than the others, it was fun writing it and...(for the first time)I didn't mind the reviews. I know, I would like to have some (Zero reviews would make me so sad) but still, I will continue writing. Not because of the reviews and not because the plot but because, I was satisfied. I think that was what matters the most. Be satisfied with your story. And if you are...then, congratulations! PS: Didn't make any sense, right? Forgive me.
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